sentiment seeping sediment

trying not to feel
something i had myself convinced i couldn't.
some would say cracks appear beneath the surface
i think its more of a seepy basement style
a soft sediment foundation.

it starts small,
through particulate clay
moisture sifts through in a mist
until there's a gaping void
just create

this is what happens
when you let someone in

my first kiss

my first kiss
Grade 8 movie theater
she was in grade seven.

i remember obsessing.
spontaneously leaning over,

the sloppy lash lasted seconds

years later a friend told me
she wanted her first kiss back.

montreal,
we're still friends now.
a theatre no longer existed,
turned parkinglot, part town hall.

I sit at work, drunk on lunch
pulling old carpets down

Biche Plz

[i love "biche"
it just sounds so much more breathy]

{yeah true
im glad you like it
its one of my proudest undertakings}

[thats good
im proud too]

{thankx biche}

open your left eye you bastard

ive got a lazy eye
when looking at a computer for long periods of time
i end up closing my left eye.

it could be because i'm leaning my face on my hand
this only seems to happen when i'm alone

in a room
sometimes stoned

maybe its because im in a dark room staring into light
will this damage my right eye?
i could be entirely mistaken.

and Bin Laden's dead,
twitter told me.